then started a new job and my gosh there's a guy who is the most facinating creature, physically and mentally , i just want to kiss him. he say's he likes me alot and knows i don't want to cheat on my bf so he's dissapointed but the more i talk to him at work the more i like him and just want to...yeah!
i know that with my bf i would have the comfort of being with someone i love so much but with the guy at work it would be fun filled adventure as he loves travelling and partying in london and every hobby and interest i like but my bf doesn't.
and i'm already feeling really guilty about last week when my gay male friend took me out for a drink and i ended up so drunk i aparently got on 3 guys and when i got back to my friends house (was to drunk to walk home) he stripped me to get into bed and he started kissing me and asking if i wanted sex . we didn't do anything because i was saying i love my bf and no and i know he's gay and hell it would ruin the friendship which i think has been done as he avoided walking home with me and talking to me as much!
now this has been a very f**ked up week for me so what would anyone else do in either of the situations? should i still go out partying and going adventures with my mate from work or will it end up like a drunken night with my gay friend.