Today I was in church, because it is Sunday and yes I go to church. Now I am not a strong believer in God, because there is a lot I do not agree with. I do not go to church on my own nor do I go with people, but I decided to go with my Best Friend today. I do not know how but it was the middle of church and everyone (including me) was singing. Then the pasture person looked right at me and stopped the song, he walked over to me and called my the follower of the Devil and asked me to leave. I looked him right in the eye and
I said "what give's you the right to kick me out, I have just as much right to be here as anyone else"
He said "I do not allow your kind in my church...Gays"
So I left peacefully standing up for my right, as everyone in the church chanted "GAY'S ARE NOT PEOPLE, BURN IN HELL DEMON"
Like really WTF did I do, I do not understand why and how people can be so ignorant. It's not like I choose to be the way I am, why would I? Why would I choose to be bullied, kicked out of church, shunned by society and hated by my family? Why would anyone choose that. But now It's because I prefer Guys over Girls that I deserve to be treated like this, I mean I have cried for hours because it's not like I broadcast the fact that i am gay. I mean like I do not run around in a TOTO and scream to the world that I am gay, because it is none of their business. I mean, I am having a hard enough time being myself, I am trying to be strong and I am trying to be myself, because I do not want to take the same path as my Dead gay best friend, because he got picked on daily from people.
But now the same thing is happening to me. I was in McDonald the other day and I was chased home by 3 kids who said I did not deserve to live because I was gay. While I was running one of them threw a knife at me and it just missed my shoe by an inch. LIKE WHAT THE F*CK what did I ever do to them, to make me...to make them want to kill me. Like this is ridicules I wake up every morning SCARED for my life, because I may go outside and DIE for no reason...well it is for a reason, someone made a fairy tale a LONG time ago and it stated that Gay's are devils...and then they called it the Bible and DRILLED it into kids heads, and how are we as a society going to get better if Parents just drill it into your head "GAY IS WRONG" End of discussion. I love to help people, but it seems I have no one for me, and I am not kidding when I say if I tell my parents that I am gay they will kick me out because they did that to my sister and now no one talks to her because no one in this family likes gays. I AM HUMAN TOO, so why, please tell me WHY do you treat me like this???