But for the past few weeks I've been avoiding my friends, in the easter holidays I went out twice (in the 2 and a half weeks off) with my friends, once to go see a film with one of my closest friends and the second time as I had to do something for my town I promised ages ago, so saw some friends then.
We've been back at school for a week, 2 days doing prep for some stupid exam, then the others just normal lessons, I've been acting all chirpy and talkative so my friends would leave me alone about being abit down.
But now I'm just trying to avoid them all together, I've spent lunch indoors doing school work, away from them. Blown off going to meals, going out on the weekend, just seeing them all together... I don't know why, I don't want to avoid them, but I just want to spend time alone and be with nobody....
Sorry... just a rant really x