6 weeks ago my bf of nearly 2 years dumped me due to him being no longer happy in the relationship. The 1st couple of weeks i was feeling fine about all this, I was even beginning to enjoy being single. However for the past 3 weeks all that has changed. I cry pretty much very day, all i want to do is lie in bed and sleep. The thing I`m finding so hard to cope with is the fact that he lives only round the corner from me and we are both doing the same degree.
My main concern right now is the fact I`ve completely stopped going to classes just so i dont have to see him as it hurts me too much. We hang around with the same group at uni so its impossible for me to avoid him. I have essays and a dissertation to begin and a report due in this week, which ive yet to start. I feel so low right now and have zero motivation to do any work. This is my final year and with only 8 weeks left I really cant afford to fuck up my degree just because of him. Im at a complete loss as what to do. Right now the only thing i can think about is dropping out and repeating next year but i know ill probably end up regretting that decision.
I know everyone will say it will take time to heal but its really something i dont have alot of right now and as the weeks have gone past I progressively feel even more depressed. I just dont know what to do anymore. I`d get back with him this very instance if it meant i didnt have to feel like this any more.
Sorry for the long essay. I just wanted to get my thoughts down and any words of advice will be greatly appreciapted .