I've spent the past week talking to him every day, going over stuff with him and he said he was going to see his girlfriend Saturday and talk things over with her and see how it goes. He then texted me yesterday saying they had a talk and were going to try and work on their relationship, and that he hasn't told her about me.
I don't want to sound selfish or biased, but from everything he says it sounds like he's fundamentally unhappy with his girlfriend, and that they don't have any chemistry. And he's been so honest with me about everything I'm finding it hard to accept that he's making the right decision, and that he's not just doing it because he's scared of hurting her/leaving a long term relationship. And it's also really difficult for me because he's gone on about how amazing I am and how I'm more than he could have wished for in his wildest dreams, and I just don't understand how he could give that up.
Nobody's in my house today, and I've woken up feeling incredibly alone and depressed and I basically just have no idea what to do. I doubt anyone can even help really, I just needed to get that out.
I'm wondering if going to the doctor's might be a good idea. I've felt depressed since Christmas, and I'm worried it won't go away and I have uni work to do and can't motivate myself to do it. I don't want to mess everything up..