I am disappointed she's smoking weed because she has never been like that. I'm more hurt she never told me :/. I told her it was up to her if she did it or not, but to be truthful seeing how it effected her behaviour even though it was only slightly was quite hard for me. A few others were snorting what I think was cocaine and it was all just a bit awkward. I still had a good time just having a couple of drinks. But I was a bit shocked that my friend would do that. I know its her choice but what if this "on occasion" becomes more and more often.
I can't exactly show her I'm disappointed in her because 1 I want to be there for her if anything was to happen 2 the reason she didn't tell me was because of upsetting me.