Oh Dear...

[rachie004]

What have I done? :(

My life atm seems like a complete mess, I've been having a serious think about what I was going to do and what I am doing - and it's all a big mess :(

In 5 weeks I'll be starting my training with an airline - I was never going to fly down the back (It was either up front or be groundcrew) I came to the great idea of flying so I could move to be closer to my other half, and he was intent on getting a job over and we'd be living together.. but I'm trying to budget on what I'm getting as a basic salary (I'm not including flight pay and bar commission) and it just doesn't work! (The whole money situation with my other half is a WHOLE other story)

I don't want to do it forever, but I can just see myself going nuts at the whole MY airline is better than yours and the dirty looks off other airline crew

I don't know what I want anymore, I was so intent on working at my local airport (not Newcastle :p) I'm not sure where I've gone wrong..

[Mist]

First off I wouldn't be surprised that you are a bit nervous because it's quite a big thing, and this is probably making you have second thoughts that you wouldn't otherwise have.

Second I think that you should stick it out. Lots of people don't get the chance to get as far as you have, so you would be best giving this a shot. Later on you can think about moving to other airlines if you need to, once you have the experience that would be easier.

Third people can manage on tight budgets, it just means triming a lot of corners.

[rachie004]

But I like my extravagent life style :(

:p

*sigh* The first couple of months will be difficult but I'm sure when I get flying I'll have the extra income etc

[FallenAngel84]

Its hard to get in with airlines so stick at it.