Paula
21-01-2005, 05:15 AM
My friend is avoiding me, and im still not understanding why, i have a couple of reasons to think, but she just doesn't make any sense though, we've done some "stuff" you know :thumb: and before she would just say, oh no im never doing this or that with a girl, are you crazy! we use to work together, and we've known each other since elemantary.
But then again she would just give me all this bunch of looks at work, that would go against every word she has said, and im like what the hell is up with her, she loves to contradict herself, but i knew what was up, so i started messing around and you can say flirting, and ever since i just felt connected to her in a way that i still cant understand if it's been 5 months since we've spoken, so we ended up doing things,
at first we were kind of drunk, and the next day she was like oh my god i cant believe we did that, and we were cracking up, but it was nothing serious though, it was just a kiss, but then it just kept on happening, w/o the liquor, and every time there was something new, and i wouldn't even start, and that got me thinking, and you just can tell when someone really likes you, we would just become one, but now since she hasn't spoken to me, she makes it seem like nothing ever happened, and i know that girt doesn't hate me at all, i feel that she's just running away from something she's afraid of wanting.
But it's not like i want to marry her or anything :no: i mean we can be good friends cuz we click to well, but she's trippin big time, and i think she's afraid, but my god, young people i tell you.... so i dont know, if there's anyone going through the same dilemma, shot me a hola, cuz i donno what else to do.
But then again she would just give me all this bunch of looks at work, that would go against every word she has said, and im like what the hell is up with her, she loves to contradict herself, but i knew what was up, so i started messing around and you can say flirting, and ever since i just felt connected to her in a way that i still cant understand if it's been 5 months since we've spoken, so we ended up doing things,
at first we were kind of drunk, and the next day she was like oh my god i cant believe we did that, and we were cracking up, but it was nothing serious though, it was just a kiss, but then it just kept on happening, w/o the liquor, and every time there was something new, and i wouldn't even start, and that got me thinking, and you just can tell when someone really likes you, we would just become one, but now since she hasn't spoken to me, she makes it seem like nothing ever happened, and i know that girt doesn't hate me at all, i feel that she's just running away from something she's afraid of wanting.
But it's not like i want to marry her or anything :no: i mean we can be good friends cuz we click to well, but she's trippin big time, and i think she's afraid, but my god, young people i tell you.... so i dont know, if there's anyone going through the same dilemma, shot me a hola, cuz i donno what else to do.