Feeling down

[nmrmak]

Um... as the title says... I'm feeling a little down at the moment, so this will probably be a little bit of ranting.

I was in love with a girl maybe a year ago. It's been just about maybe a month now that i'm not thinking about her almost at all. But the funny thing is that, even although i felt down because of my feelings that i knew were not reciprocated. But all of that time, i was kind of motivated to do good things in life. Hell, i even studied more indirectly because of her. Even 'tho i knew we would end up just as friends, i had to prove myself somehow, to show her that i was a good person. It was all subconscious, but now as my feelings have faded away, i have lost the motivation in my life. Not all of it, and i'm not falling into despair, i've just lost the will to learn and do some other things.

So, i figure that if i fall in love again, i will get back those things. It's not as if i want to study :lol: :no: , i just want to get the meaning of life back.
Should I go off to look for new girls to fall in love to? Or is there a way to get myself motivated.

[nicebutdim23]

know how u feel. just have to keep perspective... i find it helps to remember there are people worse off than u and to list the small important things in ur life.
partying lots at the weekend helps too! ;)