Eeyun
25-06-2004, 09:09 PM
Ah I don't know what to put here. I can't put into words how I'm feeling. Generally I guess I'm fed up. Not had a serious relationship in just coming on a year now.
Had one or two girlfriends in that time but nothing I'd care to remember as it was pretty uneventful and pretty shit. I hear from mates at how great their relationships are going and while I'm really happy for them I'm very envious of them too.
I'm a very quiet guy by nature and I don't like being centre of attention when I'm out. Although I want to be loud and fun to be around I just can't be. I've tried, I'm too self-consious. What I'd do to be going out with a nice girl right now.
I'm just very frustrated at the moment.
Had one or two girlfriends in that time but nothing I'd care to remember as it was pretty uneventful and pretty shit. I hear from mates at how great their relationships are going and while I'm really happy for them I'm very envious of them too.
I'm a very quiet guy by nature and I don't like being centre of attention when I'm out. Although I want to be loud and fun to be around I just can't be. I've tried, I'm too self-consious. What I'd do to be going out with a nice girl right now.
I'm just very frustrated at the moment.