email

[blonde__batman]

i just sent an email to the person i liked. 6 months of my life i wasted on him and i just had enough now, i woke up and had wat i wanted to say in my head so i wrote it and i sent it.
its so hard tho :( i feel like such a bitch but all hes done for the last 2 months is treat me like shit :(

this is wat i sent:
'this is my last attempt at making u see, i cant just keep on talking to u without u listening.
i care so much for u as friends and i honestly thought u felt the same, but i guess ur just living up to ur reputation, a user. i thought everyone was wrong about u, but it turns out they were spot on.
wen u were here before, in the holiday wen we watched fast and furious, after u went home u said it was nice to have someone to be close to, that made me feel good about myself, but i shud have learnt by now not to listen to u because u just say wat people want to hear, say wat ever needs to be said to get wat u want.
i thought u cared about me, cared if we were friends or not but u dont, ive gone out of my way to be nice to u, to be there for u and for wat?! ooo a bit of fun at clares?! big deal! i wud rather have had u as a friend this whole time.
but now we're not even friends are we, all we do is argue and u dont trust a word i say anymore.
im going to miss talking u, im glad we were friends. but im not going to miss the person u are now, im going to miss who u were back in janurary, the person i missed so much wen u were on holiday. but ur not him anymore so i wont miss u now'

wat do u think? should i feel so bad about myself? :(

[NinjaMaster]

I don't know the ins and outs but going by the info above it sounds like you've given the guy a chance and he's not listened. Move on and forget about him. There are better people out there.

[byny]

Hmmm - is this just a case of you liking him more than he likes you? Or has he taken advantage without commiting to you. You may be being a bit harsh if he's always maintained he wants to be friends and friends only?

[blonde__batman]

we were together before. and it ended at the start of april. we were then just mates but wen i was with him he was always really huggy and we were really close still. but then he just lost total interest in me, if i asked him did he wana do something he wud say no. i even told him before that i wasnt going to see him anymore once i left school (so i could get over him) and he kicked off about whats the point in talking if you're not going to see me blah blah. and in the end he talked me round to still seeing him. but that was two weeks ago now and hes still giving me excuses when i ask does he want to do something. so ive just had enough now.