The way I am

[Bri-namite]

Hi all

I dunno, this is kinda hard to write and put into words but I'll try my best, :)

A lot of the time when I drift off into a daydream or something I feel really silly for being the way I am. I know I'm just being myself I know that but people still look at me like "oh he's so silly" and things like that. I try not to let it get to me, but I sometimes just wish people would take me for who I am and accept it, not take me as a silly guy. And sometimes when I'm around people I say silly things and come out with really stupid things to say. I even do it on here sometimes :)

I know I'm quite a simple person really, and I'm not desperatley unhappy or anything like that I just worry about the vibes I give off about myself and what people think about me sometimes. I am mostly happy being me, its just sometimes little things people do get to me, and I wish I wasnt as sensitive as I am.

Its just on the odd occasion when people look down at me I feel really sad and things. But its also the fact that the way I am I hardly ever get taken seriously, they just see me as a guy to have a laugh with which is fine sometimes. But sometimes I wish people would treat me like an adult.

What I'm trying (really hard) to say, is that I try really hard to be myself but I feel people look down on me a lot. I just want to be taken seriously sometimes, and feel 100% comfortable with who I am.

Better stop before I start cryin, hehe.

Any thoughts on this would be cool.

xxxxxx

Brian

[Toast]

Don't stress, i totally hear what you're saying. Society dictates that males should be all staunch and hardcore, but i reckon that's a load of rot. Everyone says dumb stuff, learn to laugh at yourself and the world will laugh with you. Don't despise sensitivity...it's a hit with chicks! No seriously, you are who you are...don't change that coz society says you're wrong. Society itself is a mess. don't stress bro, you sound pretty cool. Keep it real, shweet...:)

[mancmanomyst]

fuck what everyone else thinks
ure not everyone else
satisfy your own conscience
nothing else matters
people are people
and so are you
if you think
then others might too

[Bri-namite]

Ahhh but thats the thing though, am I satysfying my own consience ?? I know I need to do some growing up over the next few years, I think I'm really immature. In the way coz of my music tastes, the way I get excited about little things, the times when I cant stop jumping around my goddam room (or house when there's no-one else in, lol). Its weird.

I like being me, but I just dont know if the world is going to accept me the way I am. People also tell me I'm too nice for my own good sometimes, but I just dont like being evil to people.

I'm sorry for confusing everybody, maybe I'm thinking about it too much, I dunno.

*sighs*

Brian

[mancmanomyst]

Originally posted by atomic brian
Ahhh but thats the thing though, am I satysfying my own consience ?? I know I need to do some growing up over the next few years, I think I'm really immature. In the way coz of my music tastes, the way I get excited about little things, the times when I cant stop jumping around my goddam room (or house when there's no-one else in, lol). Its weird.

I like being me, but I just dont know if the world is going to accept me the way I am. People also tell me I'm too nice for my own good sometimes, but I just dont like being evil to people.

I'm sorry for confusing everybody, maybe I'm thinking about it too much, I dunno.

*sighs*

Brian

there is but one way to get to heaven, and that's in the child like way

[mr turbo head]

I can be like that at times...
But now turning into a relaxed flake (or trying to).

I don't know anyone that is 100% happy with who they are.
You seem like a good bloke, and that's what *really* matters. :)

I'm quite happy turning scarily apathetical, though...try that.

[smoif]

Ach I see where you're coming from. I'm a bit like you, laugh a minute hahaha, but yeah I like to be taken seriously sometimes too.

From what I've seen of you hereabouts, you seem like a very likable chap, quite sensitive and yes, funny and there's nothing at all wrong with that. Indeed, following closely behind eyes, a sense of humour is what most ladies, including myself, find most attractive about the opposite sex.

No-one is ever 100% happy with who they are. Most of us fumble our way through life and get by quite happily.

Just be you, and if you make someone laugh along the way, then you're doing just fine :)

[QuEeN FrEaK]

I get the opposite of that, I get taken a little to seriously, which really bugs me when I'm trying to make a joke of something, people take me seriously and start treating me wierdly. Mind you, most of my mates haven't exactly got the same sense of humour as I have... ahh well, at least I know what I mean.

But as long as you're happy with who you are and what you represent, you'll be fine. It is hard when people treat you differently to how you want to be treated.

You seem like a sweet, sensitive, funny chap, just do what you're doing now. Be yourself. Never change who you are, because who you are is a great person.

[Bri-namite]

Awwww ur all so nice :)

I had a think about it last night and I think its just maybe gonna take time and as I get more maturer then things will probably sort themselves out, so I 'm just gonna try and put all this to the back of my mind.

*big hugs to everyone*

xxxx

Brian

[QuEeN FrEaK]

No problems there Brian honey.

Keep ya chin up aye? :)